3:26 PM
4/12/2012

I really wish that I could just stop thinking when I come up with an idea. That way I can focus on that ONE idea. But no! My stupid mind as to go and think up other story ideas...I'm dying here!! I have a total of four other storys that I have written up to chapter four.  One is a Kangteuk story, the second one is a Kyusung story, the third one is an Eunhae story, and the last one...as so many pairings that I can't even decide which one is the main pairing! *pout*

Oh and let me not forget the fact that I lost my freaking plot sheet. *hits herself* It had everything for my story written down! All the way to chapter twenty-six! AND I LOST IT!!! TT^TT Dang it! This .

But...I need to stop writing so many ideas down. I can't even think of my own story that I have posted! I mean, come on! *whimpers* I have more than enough ideas for stories and they keep on coming!! I like writing chapter fics! Not one-shots! And all the ideas are for chapter fics! Doesn't anyone know a way to keep ideas out of your head? Or does anyone know where I can dump all of the other ideas? Because I really need to focus on my story 'Creature Love'.

Heck! If anyone wants the freaking ideas they can have them! *whines* I can't even think of writing chapter six of 'Creature Love' when my brain is thinking of how the second chapter of another Kyusung story. That my brain is making me write, it won't let me write anything else >:U I hate having an overactive mind. I could deal with two story ideas floating in my head, but not fifteen! *crys* I have been trying to write chapter six for the past two weeks!

*sigh* Well, I know that I'm not giving up on my Kangteuk story. Or my posted story. I will just have to deal with it...because I'm drowning in ideas that won't leave my mind until I write them all out. Which is bad because I don't think I can keep all the stories.  *slumps in her chair* I hate being my brain sometimes... *pouts*

~BlackOut