i just came back home from school only to find out that one of my cat's babies died ;~~~~~;

it was not eating for a day and his breathing was really slow and we didn't know what was happening so we called two vets yesterday, and they both said there were very little chances for it to make it through~ but we still were going to take him to the vet today to do a check up and all... 

i'm actually pretty apathetic in the real life, but this ;      ;

putting it in the box was probably the saddest thing i had ever have to do and i'm home alone i don't know what to do kjkagh;ahahaghgkjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj

i feel awful, especially since the box, ironically, has 'always' written on its cover