Releasing my bottled up feelings

I know that a lot of people won't read this but if you do thank you for wasting your time on me.

As a few of you may know my best friend past away in December last year.

It was very sudden and unexpected.

To this day I still grieve.

My parents refuse to take me to see her so I have to go with her twin sister quite often.

When I go there I feel a lot happier but then I get home and its just chaos.....

I miss her a lot....When ever I hear people whining about having such a tough life because their boy friend cheated on them or something  like that I feel like saying you wanna swap lives and see how you feel??

Anyway thans for listening to me......

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SuperJunior13VIP
#1
Dongsaeng-ah , though I may not completely understand exactly what you're feeling / going through but look at it this way, she wouldn't want you feeling depressed or anything. Maybe this is a step to meet another person?
I'm here for support! May she rest in piece~
-Ringo-
#2
Aw, dongsaeng... *pats*
I'm sorry for your loss. But remember though, that she's okay now. So be happy, for her.. i bet she doesn't want to see you sad..
anyway, i had a close friend pass away too, but it was because of an accident that caused his life. he actually risked it for something i feel awfully guilty for. so i feel your pain too..
Sorry, I'm not good at making people feel better.. but I didn't waste my time on reading this. It's not a waste to read this. c: