i don't know why i'm posting a blog again.. maybe because i'm effing mad or disappointed or something.. i just can't explain it.. i don't even know why i feel this way.. okay.. first off.. I AM NOT MEAN.. i'm just pretending to be mean so that i won't be bullied by anyone.. i mean, come on, be realistic.. being nice won't do me any good.. i know no one would understand me, but i'm not asking you guys to.. i'm this kind of freaking pretentious mean girl.. and if i'm being super mean at times, it's because i don't really know how to be mean.. drop down the pretensions! second.. i'm not nice either.. so don't expect me to be one.. i'm moody, so whatever my attitude is right now may change in a while.. SORRY.. but this is me.. HATE ME? fine go ahead, just tell me that you do and i won't bother you anymore.. STILL WANT TO BE A MOODY GIRLS' FRIEND? then we're cool.. i'll be nice enough, i swear.. DON'T CARE A BIT? fine, i just want to let this out, so don't react and say "WHAT THE HELL IS SHE TALKING ABOUT?", arasso? ♦rhei♦