The meaning of my life is falling apart right before my eyes

So visible that my heart becomes frozen

The heat that used to emanate from it before has become an irreversible cold

From my eyes endless tears spill


Drowned in a deep sadness

I cannot make it go away, nor do I want to let go

A  fury hidden deep within me

Wants to scream "Let me out!"



With strength that I hardly have

I keep this rage in me

I will not suffer

This martyrdom I suffer for you



I scream and shout but no one can hear me

Everyone looks at me and see a woman who likes to smile

But little do they know is that I am unhappy

That my heart withers and slowly I cease to exist.