I HATE my life! it's ! I have to live with a dad that doesn't give a single about me or my brother

and a who ING thinks she's the queen of the house! well news flash 'princess' your not!

Your a ING that makes our life hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why is she a you ask? It's because she was dating a married guy (my dad) & she knew he was married but she didn't care

So she eventually my dad left my mom & us for the & then had a kid thats annoying as hell!

Also when I was 11 my mom got sick & died

And when we told my dad he came to the furneral & told us that he still loved my mom & I really wanted to yell at him when he said that

Like: IF YOU STILL ING LOVED HER WHY DID YOU DATE SOME ING MEXICAN ?! & WHY DID YOU EVEN COME TO THIS FUNERAL IN THE FIRST PLACE?! TO MAKE YOUR SELFF LOOK LIKE A 'GOOD' FATHER?!

I just want to get out of this house! I seriously can't tak the pain anymore! crying mysef to sleep, waking up from nightmares, then crying myself to sleep agian, & crying alone in my room while everyoone is happy or asleep!!!!!!!

I just want to kill myself & be with my mom

Maybe in the future I will gather up the courge to kill myself.........