Ohmygod.

I have something personal to share with you. This happened me yesterday and I've been confused ever since. I don't really need any advices, I just need to share this with someone. AND this kinda inspired me to write a story that is based on my confusement. I try explain this as clearly as I can. Try to hang in here ^__^'

At first I wanna say that I'm a very delicate person and I miss people extremely easily. I get attached fastly, so when I had to leave my old classmates behind it was pretty tough for me. We had been in the same class for 3 years and I liked them so much ! Currently I miss all of them.

Then, one night I had a dream about my old classmate, a boy that we call here with the letter A. I never really liked him that way, but I know he has liked me in the past. But I still gotta admit, that he's smile is the most beautiful thing ever, it just lingers in my mind. Plus he's the most kindest and sweetest boy I know. He moved in another city after our junior high school, because of his ice hockey career. I haven't seen him after that, but I've heard about him because my boyfriend and A are pretty good friends.

SOO, yeah, this one night I had a dream about him: I told him that I had missed him and then I hugged him. In that dream, there was another my used-to-be-classmate. When I told A that I missed him, that another boy said to A: " Ooooh, this is your chance ! " But I answered that I still have my boyfriend. And that's why the dream ended awkwardly. I told this dream to my boyfriend, who just laughed and joked about it. Yes, I did too because I didn't take it seriously then.

Yesterday me and my best friend went for a walk and I told her about the dream I had had about A. When we walked pass his parent's house, I wondered if he was home this weekend. My friend didn't know. After our long walk, my friend wanted to buy some gum from the nearby store. When my friend was paying her gum, I saw him. Yes, him. I was dumbfoundead. Of course, I went and talked to A. I told him about my dream about him and how this was a pretty funny coincidence. He laughed and we talked a little about things, like how's school and about his ice hockey things. I was pretty awkward, so now afterwards I'm a bit embarrassed. But his smile was stunning, as I had remembered. Just, whew !

Now, I don't know what I think about him. I do love my boyfriend and I could ever change him. I think this confusement is gonna go away soon, right now it's just awful ... And because I'm gonna write a story about my feelings, I need you to suggest me which band's members I shall use ? I was thinking about Infinite. What do you think ? Let me know !