okay , today I had a tuition at my school . because this is my first time , so I just wore a white long sleeve t-shirt + tracksuit . and guess what happen ?!

omona ! MY crush also wore white t-shirts and jeans . kyaaaaa !!

but the trouble is .. he's in another tuition class even in school we're in the same class ( he sat behind me ) . oh my . I'm so boring without him . so I'm just shut my mouth and do my work . it is time to recess . when I'm about rode a motorcycle in front of him , I saw he sat beside my EX-best-friend . but , I'm just .. " oh its okay " and after recess . I walked alone to my tution class and he's walked behind me . I saw him checking my EX-best-friend handphone . uwaah , I'm like T_T why ? why ? but I'm just ignored it . and when I'm walked into my class , I saw him and my EX-best-friend were joking and kidding to each other . uwaahhhh !! I felt I want to cry that time !!! I'm so jealous !! so I'm decided to off my handphone . and after tuition classes ended , I'm walked alone again because my friends go to toilet . and when I walked alone , he's called me because that time he's walked alone too . he just asked 

will you go to our senior's house today ? 

I'm just shaked my head because I'm really NOT okay after I saw him and her .. oh my .... but a few days ago , at night . he said ILOVEYOU to me . huh .. maybe I should stop from liking him and continue our relationship as best-friend .. I don't want to text with him , at night anymore .. I don't want to help him anymore . because , I felt like , I'm his BABYSITTER and he's admitted it that I'm his BABYSITTER . and one more . if he got any problem , he will asked for my help , but if he okay , happy .. he will go and be-friend with my EX-best-friend . wth ..

am I like this to you ??

help meee ...