WTF!!!!

My boyfriend and I had been planning our anniversary since a while and when that day finally arrived there was a family party at my house and my whole family was there, and I knew that my boyfriend and one of my cousins ​​were friends so I was happy because my cousin had a time outside the country and we almost could not contact with him, when my boyfriend and I were about to announce my relationship to my family i could not find him and they said that they had seen him in my room so I went to my room and found him in my bed kissing MY ING COUSIN!!!!

the he tell me that they were in a releationship for 1 ING YEAR but that he (my boyfriend) not was sure with his feelings of beibng gay so then he began to go out with me and that is why my cousin leave the country because he was hurt

this is like something from a ing fic!!!!

what about me i'm really hurt i really love him, he look like i just disapear from his live, i just want to die right now!!!!!!!