This is my first blog post ever. [weee!~ YAY ME ! =)) LOL ! ] I don't know why I'm even doing this but right now, I'm confused and hurt. I guess, this is the only way I could release the pain :( ... It's just ... I've fallen in love with the wrong guy. I'm not saying that he's not a good one but the situation isn't good. Someone important to me already loves him so I guess it's not a good thing that I love him. I was not expecting that I'd fall for him. It was sooooo unexpected. Ugh!~ I don't know what to do :| I love him but ... I have to stop sooner if I don't want others to get hurt :( .