It seems like this has been happening forever. Today, my birthday, is absolutely horrid. I am alone right now, no one even pretends to care, or remember. It’s completely sad. I hate complaining but sometimes I just want to scream. All the things I’m going through, all the stress and heart ache, I thought that my boyfriend, at least, would care for me today. Whatever, I should be used to it by now. Anyway I hope you all are having a better day than me. I just want to go back to bed and sleep the rest of the day away, but I have to cook dinner. No cake, no nothing. Just me and my computer. I am the epitome of SAD.