Although my English is terrible, some of you still read my useless rant. Thank you ^^.

I was sad after I got the result but at the end of the day, after I took a very good longggg bath, it seems like everything is back to normal

Just like what my mom said, ‘this is not the end’ and if you know me, I’m the type that will do anything for my dream. I’m selfish when it comes to it. I will do anything for it. Don’t underestimate my will to achieve my dream.  I’m that kind of person…

I guess I was depressed because I never get any result as bad as this one and ironically, this result will determine my future. I just screwed my future but it is okay because I’m gonna do anything to achieve it.

I’m the kind of person that hate ‘imperfection’. If the full mark is 100 then I am expecting for 100.

It is a must not a will. I never use ‘I will get a good result’ in my whole live. I only used ‘I must get a good result’.

My friends said my grade is not that bad. It may not be the best but it is not the worst. They said it is average but I hate average!

I only live for good grade. I must get the highest grade.

I think that is why when they called out the person that got highest grade, I was expecting my name to be in it. When they said ‘lastly’, somehow I knew that it wasn’t me, so I cried. I cried even before I got my result because I knew I wouldn’t get the ‘top’ grade.

It may sounds cocky but I never get bad result in main exams. If I took 5 subjects, then I must get 5 As and if I took 20, I must get 20As. I think even if I get 19As and 1 B, I might cry just like I did when I got my O level exam.

I’m this kind of person. I’m selfish when it comes to my dream and I hate ‘imperfection’. I only expect for A not less…

but i will prove to the world that i can achieve my dream!

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