Hi guys, this is my first blog post... Ummm, so I've been actually really down lately because a lot of my favorite authors are leaving AFF for different reasons. I actually really wanna know what's going on but I know it's personal so I don't wanna pry... And I don't wanna seem ungrateful or anything or snobby but recently a lot of my friends have been coming to me for relationship help (well it's only 2 friends right now but still) and I just kind of want to know if people care... Well not if people care but I just sometimes need somebody to lean on, if you know what I mean. I just want somebody to ask me every once in a while if I'm okay... I mean if I start saying or typing one word answers that consist along the lines of 'yeah' or 'mmmm' then something is obviously wrong... I don't wanna be mean or anything but it's hard being the happy friend that everybody can go to when they have problems; whether it's relationships or school work... Now onto stress... So I have this huge science project that my grade depends on... I have only one partner because I was being stupid and naive and right now that partner isn't doing s*it for our project. He's also a guy. So I guess that kind of makes up for it? And it's almost the end of the school year so there are important tests and projects and all that crap... And on top of that, my teachers are helping us get ready for high school so all the anxiety is getting to me. I'm also kind of having guy problems because of this incident that happened. We used to be really good friends but because of a few jerks at school, it got awkward... I mean is it really that bad to be good friends with a guy??? I just naturally make friends with guys! So here's what happened: the friend and I were walking back from a class to our lockers and these two guys (they can be jerks) saw us walking and laughing together. So one of them asked if we were together and my friend, being a little stupid (okay a lot of stupid) at the time took the question literally (like were we walking together) and said yes... So the two guys started lyk whooping and calling our names... It's gotten better but they still haven't forgotten it yet... Right now, this guy friend and I are kind of at awkward places because I don't wanna spend time with him as much because of what happened and I don't want misunderstandings... And I'm just confused... With everything... With life, with emotions, with people... Anyway, I don't know what goes on with this whole blog post thing but comment or do whatever or post on my wall... Whatever you want... Or totally ignore my venting and just go on with life, like I'm trying to do

Love, supergirl8o8