tears we cry {pyo jihoon
Can I ask you why you hate me? Why do you hate me so and throw such names my way? I made a mistake for which I compensated for, yet you still keep coming after me. You went after my hyung and the others. He shaved his head and that wasn’t enough for you.
Here I am now; I’m in a hospital waiting for the day that I can be discharged. Much to your surprise, I don’t wish to leave. I want to stay because here I know that I am safe. You want to start a petition for my death and the others’ death as well. In fact you did.
So here in this dank hospital, I know that I’m safe. I’m looked at as a monster because I said the wrong things. But I’m human. Why can’t you look at me once again like I’m human? Just like you I have feelings and just like you a life like this isn’t really worth living anymore.
Block B is now on hiatus and I doubt that we’ll have much work until all of this completely blows over. We worked hard to prepare a good comeback but we screwed it up with our immaturity. There were no mistranslations but a sense of miscommunication between us and the viewers. We’re sorry for that but now we can’t do anything about it but be hated.
We are now hated by those that are Thai and those that are Korean. Those that are in Thailand hate us for being insensitive on a subject that we didn’t know would sting so much. Even in our own homeland we are hated because of that insensitivity.
Our foolishness has started a fan war between those that are Hottest and those that are BBC’s. As a member of Block B, I feel the most remorse. That is how I ended up in a hospital after all. People may not see it, but this has taken a toll on all of us. Normally, the public sees those goofy smiles on our faces when we joke around and preform. Now, I don’t know if I have it in me.
If only you could see the tears we cry.
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Word Count: 369
POV: Pyo Jihoon (P.O.), First Person
a/n. Originally, this was much longer and was written much differently. I was going to name it Tears to Cry but decided that this was more fitting. The other one was also well over 1000 words if counted. I do not wish to stir up any trouble in writing and posting this but this is how I perceived things. As fans of K-Pop we merely looked at it in the point of view of fans and not that of Block B. I feel that some of us might’ve been insensitive as well. They made a mistake to which they did their best to make up for but yet, the radical fans kept bringing them down, making themselves no better of human beings (morally) than Block B.
In all honesty, I don’t know how Block B is doing now but I can imagine that they’re doing their absolute best in trying to stay out of the lime light and remain in the shadows. Please do support, even if you aren’t a BBC.
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