I HATE MY SISTER!!!!

i feel like crushing something to pieces!!! i want to break something!! i want to run until i'm out of breath and faint!! i want to hit myself until i bleed and bruise!! i want to die!! i hate my miserable life!! i can't stand it anymore!! my heart is too stuffed up, i can't take it anymore!! i want someone to hug me and and said "it's okay. today might be the baddest day of your life but tomorrow iy will be the best" i want to be emotionless!! i wish to be deaf and blind!! i hate being unrespected!! i want to curse but i must not do it! i want to be reborn!!! i hate everything that happen in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!   I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate it......... T^T