Maybe watching their music video of my favorite song wasn’t the best idea.
I should just take in the garbage
and do anything to keep my mind off it.

I know.
It’s just music.
But, for the record….
Never say that to me.
Nothing is ever just music to me.
Music has become the very makings of the fibers in my life.
Without music, I’d wander around lost, looking for something to keep me sane.

Even my parents think I take it too seriously,
but to be quite honest,
when you’re alone 24/7
despite what I tell you,
you end up feeling a sort of emptiness that isn’t loneliness.
It’s that void that keeps you from just running away to the farthest place that your feet can take you.
I need music.
It might not need me, but then again a lot of things are one-sided.