My First Heartbreak

Thoughts of being unloved never came out my mind

For I know you’re there to give a sweet blast

You always put a smiley in face that looks so sad

And told me things weirdly to make me glad

 

You’re the first guy who held my hand

And the one who injured my knees in the sand

But despite of your naughtiness and devilish acts

You captivated me and I fell for you suddenly

 

You became super busy

Stuck with school stuffs and activity

You forgot to spent even a little time with me

And didn’t let me your shadow to see

 

Four months there’s no glimpse of you

I learned and used to with this echo

The voice in my head whispering your name

Let me thought that I can’t now be tamed

 

One morning you greeted hey!

It was awkward but I did the same in return

I noticed the girl beside you holding your hand

“She’s your girl!” and I got it, right?

 

You nodded and casted your sweetest smile

I now know that with her you’re the happiest one

It made me smile bitterly and thumps up

And excused myself to avoid that honey scene in my eyes

 

I walked like floating in the corridor

Letting my tears to fall

I felt my heart broke into pieces

And hated myself for the love which was careless

 

--queency.