time fly so fast and so do we. the first time i join asian fanfiction while i was 18 years old. But i start read asian fanfiction when i was 17 years old. Now im turning 29 years old. it has been over 10 years. and magically, i still remember this account and password. and when i read all story that i made, which mostly discontinue, i laugh. wowww, i have such a big imaginantion towards kpop and now it feel so strange since i left that world in 2019 and never turning back. the last kpop i love so much was exo and oh sehun. i hardly his fan. i stopped being his fan because i fall in love with my crush. hmm over 2 years maybe but we didnt get into relay until i meet this one guy online. we kinda date but not longg, he disappear suddenly. Dear Amiruddin Masron, i keep your name here. Some memories remain here. incase i read maybe few years later, i want to know that you used to exist here in my life. that time i read again, i will wondering. how are you ? your life ? probably that time you already married. how was yur kids ? our wife ?

i've got trauma since them. i take time almost one year and half to move on. and its quite hurtingggg. until i meet this december guys and still same. he left me for other. till now i keep wondering how he is? i hope he is fine as always. i hope he happy all the times and i guess it times for me to meet up new person. Amiruddin Masron