Firstly, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Secondly, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

And finally, F**KING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Lmfao I’m so pathetic for writing this but I’ve been stressed asf and I simply cannot anymore. My writing prowess is dying and I’ll have to put it to rest soon if I don’t figure out a way to keep it alive smh

I’m not even going to lie, I miss the sh*t out of this site for no reason at all and all the friends I had before I left. I’m such a coward I can’t even bring myself to sign into my old aff lmfaoaoaoa 

I’m so envious of ppl who grew up not knowing about roleplay or fanfics ‘cause I only wrote stuff when I roleplayed and I don’t anymore, well, I still do, kinda just not nonau or anything related to irl celebs anymore wheeze if you know what I mean. I physically cannot womansplain tonight.

I’m so used to looking for rps and partners on aff, idk how the rp scene is here on aff now but yk I started here smh I’m so used to it. I’ve tried multiple places and when I tell you I’m tiredt of minors... I novella with ease now BUT AT WHAT COST? I don’t / can’t connect with my characters like I used to, anything I write is a word vomit. Would love to bring back my old muses but I can’t bc I respect them too much as ppl and I was wrong for writing nonau or au whatever it is with them as fcs. ‘Bout to slap an ungrateful child (12 y/o me) now I’m in my 20s smh. I told myself I’d stop eventually and I did but I miss it from time to time smh. 

, I got exams to worry about. R², R, B, C, C(2), K, M ( even though yeur dumb threw me away just bc you got yourself a man, still ily bb :0) I miss y’all.

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk.