how long has it been really. my last blog update was probably 3 - 4 years ago? i totally forgot about this account ever since i graduated from higher institute and joined polytechnic. i only remembered about this account when i was transferring my old stuff into my hard drive and it really gave me the nostalgic feeling that i'm back in 2016/2017. i'm still wondering and sort of curious how this website is still up and running despite decades, wondering if there's still people reading fanfiction in this era since people are mostly seen on instagram, twitter or tiktok.

how has everyone been? i hope all of you are doing well, and a lot of things changed after the pandemic struck us back in 2020. i hope everyone is healthy, happy, and doing the things that they love the most right now. if you have dreams, do achieve them and continue to dream as you grow older because there's no limit to dreaming. i've had this account back since 2012 and now it's 2023 and i'm soon to graduate from polytechnic in a year's time.

looking back at my account, it gave me so much nostalgia. obviously asking my younger self what the hell was i doing, why the hell was i here at such a young age and what the hell am i even writing. it totally made my night yesterday, reading through the stories that i published but never finished. i kept telling myself that i'm going to finish the story in a few more chapters but i dragged it all the way until like 3 years later, i remembered about it.

i'm definitely gonna finish up my story, that i can reassure you (but i can't promise it will end by this year HAHAHAH) but just give me time to re-gather my thoughts and re-read what i've written up till now. i'll definitely finish up Voodoo Doll, Haeryung will get her closure don't worry.

what have the rest been up to? anything new in your life? opening up a new chapter? getting married? engaged? graduated? i hope and pray that all of you are doing well, no matter how hard life can be, don't ever give up. i believe you can do it, you can overcome anything being thrown at you. happens all the time but the important thing is how you overcome them, get back up and brush yourself when life knocks you down. whatever it is that you're going through currently, i hope it passes soon. everything goes, just like what namjoon says.

hope to hear from y'all, love y'all <3

- admin namsjooning <3