Why my life is like my fanfic?

I don't know whether fellow author ever experienced the same thing. But lately I felt that my life has turned into fanfics that I wrote.

For AFF fellow who read my story from the beginning of my writing journey in AFF, you might know that my first story is "Catch Me When I Fall" (which haven't completed yet up until now. hiing, mian~). To be honest, I put some of my life background into TY's character in that story. But then I went hiatus.

Lately, my heart has been uneasy because of some life events. But somehow, I feel so familiar with the turn of events that happened. During the uncertain feeling that I got, I thought I would like to continue writing again as a form of refreshment. But I need to get the feel of my story. After a very long time, I forgot a lot of details in my story. So, I reread "Catch Me When I Fall".

To my surprise, these turn of events in my life somewhat happened in that story. Well, the story itself is not that unique or one of a kind. I know. It might happen to anyone. I know. But, to experience it in my own real life... Ugh... Why it has to be like that. Should I just write happy story starting now? With all fluff and cheesy lines that you guys often said "causing diabetes"? 

One thing for sure, I won't write about someone death in my story. That'd be too scary if it could happen in my real life.

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kimjkwon
#1
I thought just my life so much drama ahahah
You know, Jeng?! Gw sirik banget krn km bisa ngejalanin hidup sesuai keinginan dan sahabat2 km nerima apa adanya.
And your life no drama like i am ahahaha
kimtaengoo007
#2
Segala sesuatu yang ditulis dalam fanfiction memiliki peluang untuk terjadi di kehidupan nyata. Dan ketika satu atau dua hal tersebut menjadi kenyataan, itu sedikit membingungkan dan mengaburkan ingatan sehingga memicu pertanyaan dimana pernah melihat hal semacam ini. Atau seperti pernah memimpikan hal yang sama. Hingga kemudian tersadar bahwa itu pernah menjadi bagian dalam cerita yang ditulis. Terlepas dari itu hal baik atau buruk, semoga kamu bisa menemukan ketenangan hati dan pikiran. Anggap saja semesta sedang sedikit bergurau tentang kehidupan manusia.
TaeNysmith22 #3
I really think that there are things in fanfic that can happen in real life and vice-versa. It's just that it happened to you. Please write fluffy ones, and I agree that you won't write someone's death in your story.

Please keep safe always :)