Hello to my first blog, the truth is I don't know what to say to you, I feel quite discouraged and alone on this ship. I think I'm the only one who keeps uploading content regularly and that makes me sad because it means that this ship is already dead. 
 
I don't want to let the ship die but I feel very lonely here and I miss the days where we had GTae/JiTae content everywhere, and now is just nothing lef. I don't know if I want to continue.

It is sad that this ends like this but more than anything it is due to the lack of content creators, who do not make the ship reach more people.

I would like to go back to 2015/2016 where we had varied content here in aff, as in twitter and instagram. I love GD and I love Taeyeon, both together and apart and this ship is very special to me because my adolescence was spent reading fanfics here only from GTae, but now there are not even new things to read, that's why I dedicated myself to upload content, so that no one would suffer like me wanting to read about their favorite ship and not finding anything to read, because it is not fun to read the same stories all the time, we all want something good.

For my part I think I will upload the fanfics that I already publish and I have 2 more stories in draft, a long story and a one shot. After publishing them, maybe I will close this cycle with GTae and I will only limit myself to reading sometimes my favorite fanfics, like the kpoponly stories that made me fall in love and hardly fall for GTae.

The lack of response from the royalist dreamers (gtae fans) (yes, it's the official name) makes one discouraged about it.

For example, GTae has more content to create, but GTae's fanfics have the least comments and votes compared to other GD and Taeyeon ships, such as Yoona x GD's ship is more alive than GTae and they don't even have content, but the shipers support what little there is and so the ship stays alive. So it would have to be with GTae but sad that it is not like that.

I am undecided in what I should do because one part of me wants to leave it but the other does not want this ship to die, and if I am the only one left, so be it. Maybe I will give up or maybe I won't.

I just want to confess what I think and I would like to know what you think about this, do you think GTae is dying? What do you recommmend me to do?