Confession: I need help

 

Hello, here's my Confessions 

Lately, everything in my life has been upside down. I don't know where to start really so if you're reading this, I'm so sorry for using your precious time to talk about myself.

I suddenly looked around myself and I realized how lonely I am, I'm stuck in a foreign country with no family and no real friends, and the worst of all is that I lost my ability to write and finish my stories. I feel like my writing is getting dull, nothing special in it, and it's probably because I'm not thinking straight. I'm becoming blank and I don't know where my stories are going anymore. 

I drafted a few stories already "All in my head" &  "Angel" and I have at least a dozen more on draft mode and I want to fix them and share them but I don't know how long that will take.

I think I need help

I can't feel anything anymore like my heart is numb and I have no one to talk to. I try to fill my time with different activities but why I'm not enjoying anything? 

Has anyone gone through something like this before? If you think you can help my messed up mind with any advice please leave me a message. 

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mandalee #1
Sounds like you are on the road to being depressed. It might be an empty feeling, a feeling of loneliness and so on and forth. The first thing the therapist asked me before was:

1) Are you happy? Do the things that give you happiness still give you happiness now?
2) Are your thoughts stable?

and back then, I was lonely so I was kind of depressed. I only got better after I went back to my family. My only advice was to focus on exercising and my well being. I think no one can solve loneliness, it’s a feeling only time, self care and the presence of other people can solve if you allow it to.

Take it easy and I’m always here if you need to talk 😭
zangsia1 #2
Depression comes in many shape and form and it may sound like normal at this current age and time but that is one way emptiness manifest itself authornim.
Talking about it helps but I think you need to find out first why it keeps your joy away frim writing. Was it a trigger? Did something happened that made you feel this way? Or have you been feeling that void but nothing helps? Are you in another xountry bec of work or atuck there during the pandemic ? Would you going home give you the joy back? I wish we can help you more but for now this is the only thing we can help you with, talk to us and rant if needed. It might be much but it really helps. Take it from someone who had a run in with these type of emotions even now. If you have a belief that God is real then that is one of the best way to start your journey by talking to Him. He is a Friend to the friendless, the Father to the Fatherless and the Hope for the hopeless. An ever present love you can always rely on. God bless and hope this helps.
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