December 3, 2020, at 12:47 pm. Trying not to make a sound of my sobs. 

Feeling empty again, not to mention dumb. Earlier I think it was 4:00pm or something my father told me "gamita ang utok ba! Graduate man unta kag high school"  it says "use your brain! I thought you're graduated from high school?" Ofcourse I'm using my brain but What seems to be the problem? Is it my actions or me? 

I can't voice out my problems to them cause they probably think that I was stupid. Literal asian parents. 

My brother does not respecting me anymore, tsk he does not respect me in the beginning. He thinks I'm the baddest, Useless Sister he have! Haha I think he would be happy if I'm Gone?

I  nearly died a while ago cause the motorcycle I am riding nearly hit by a car. I a waste opportunity.

I wanna be Dinosaur! I wanna be dead!

Would everyone in this house cry if I die? I think not. They'll be happy for sure haha.