I don't know how to start this, more for the fact its been 2020 and people are still there, talking and cursing on my name. I was not the best person in the world. I've committed many mistakes in my life and most of it in the rps as well. I've been hurt and I hurted alot of people as well, just to raise up my own prideful self who has been entirely filled of more than words, pride. I know what I did and I honestly want this to stop. I want to feel okay without people talking about me. so if I ever did something to you, I'm sorry, I'm entirely sorry. I'm sorry for hurting you or either way for making you cry. I'm sorry in the case you think I played with your feelings and for not being a good lover in the past. I'm sorry for all the bad moments I have made you experience and not being the person you deserved. I did wrong and that is why I want to apologize because everything is getting back to me in many ways. I'm sorry if I yelled at you or I never understood your feelings. I'm sorry for saying bad stuff to you and simply make you feel like I was playing with you. I'm sorry that you had to meet me just in fact to be stronger when all you needed is a person who would love you. I'm sorry one and a thousand times. I hope you have someone new who loves you and takes care of you because you deserve it. Please be happy and I'm sorry again.