hello, chuu here.

 

in case you haven't noticed, i've drafted all my stories and blogs. if you didn't cus you don't care, totally fine! i just came on here to say my piece, and leaving without a word doesn't sit right with me. so yes - i'm semi-permanently logging off aff :( i had my fun for two years, and i tried my best to make friends (and i did, thankfully!), but now i just uh...don't think i'm truly wanted on here anymore? haha.

 

first and foremost, if you know the situation, then you know. if you don't - thanks for reading up to here! i won't try apologizing for anyone else but myself - so here goes: i'm sorry to anyone that may have been hurt or offended by anything i did or anything i said. it was a heat in the moment kind of thing, but reflecting on it i do regret acting before thinking. i wish there was a way things could have been settled before this whole blocking game started, but then i wouldn't be writing this if there was. 

 

second, i came on here to escape from a really negative irl environment, and for a while (two years, actually), it worked! working on fics and communicating with people on here was a thrill and gave me a second chance at being social, and i truly appreciated that. we don't know anything about each other's real life circumstances, so i tried my best to remain positive and friendly. i can only hope that other would do the same.

 

and finally, i say semi-permanently because i'm keeping this account just to look back on the apps i've poured hours into and maybe, maybe, if i ever have the confidence to come back, then i'll actually have something to come back to. 

 

anyways, thank you for reading all this! if you didn't, here's tl;dr: sorry for the things that happened, treat each other with kindness, and i'll find it in me to come back and enjoy this website again!

 

 

sincerely, 

chuu <3