I want to desperately I improve myself and my surroundings, to cut out the toxicity in the environment and the toxicity in my own mind. I hate caring so much and wanting something so much, but in the end I just overthink and make things worse than they should be. I get way too attached to people to boyfriend and to friends, but it's always in unhealthy amounts. If I could just chill and improve myself and not care about the world so much. People have called me too sensitive. I think I won't feel anything anymore, I scared of not having emotions because it's how I live and cope, it's my escape to a fantasy world of my own and have imaginations is something that keeps me from being very bored in life

I want to make improvements to my life and just be really happy without much care in the world about all the little things

i like it when the people I care about are happy, I'm happy and sad to let people and memories go