Dearest you,

Hi,

It's weird coming back to AFF after so so much has changed in my life. I'm not going to bore you with the details. I just felt really nostaglic. I miss when this was my hobby. Writing, posting and engaging with this beautiful community. I don't even know if anyone remembers me anymore? What used to be home now just feels like a childhood memory that has left my hands?

It has been 5 years since I started my only project. The Chan project which I have not even finished. It's strange how I crave to write but it doesn't seem like I can? I don't want to say I outgrew AFF or that I graduated, because hell do I want to return so badly. But is anyone who knows or has interacted me even left? My writing has gotten so rusty that I don't know if I can write? 

I wish there was a backward button, where I can go back to being the girl with no time but squeezing every waking hour dedicating it to writing. Now the jobless me can't write. However much I want to...

I miss every single person on here.

Hoping you are all happy, healthy and safe.

XOXO,
           Abi

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minhoseok
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i miss you</3