So today I heard some news about Changmin getting married. I was in awe. I grew up listening to kpop. I started liking kpop in junior high school and i am a college student now. I think it’s a long time? Yeah.

But i don’t really know, well i’m not his fans. I like TVXQ, I like him but I can not say that I am a cassiopea (TVXQ’s fandom name). I am just really in awe that the person that I always called “oppa”, the person that I grew up watching on TV, is getting married. To be honest, I went through a phase where you want to marry your bias (Don’t every fangirl have ever done that?). I’ve gone through those phases, when you really love bias so much that you can’t tell in words, when you really like bias so much that you bought everything he wore, or something like that. Right now when I am writing these, i just laughed when i was thinking about those days, those days that I were so into kpop (Well i’m still listening to kpop but not that intense), those days that I were so into bias, those days that I were so into a person that i’ve never met but i love dearly without him knowing our existence. 

It’s just that I’m not saying I don’t like him getting married but I am just really in awe. He debuted in 2003, so it was like 17 years ago? He grew up, a lot. He grew up into such a young fine man. He’s talented, rich, handsome, kind. I think he already has all the things he wants, besides a family? AND NOW HE’S GETTING MARRIED.

My point is that I am just in awe that he’s getting married, getting ready to start a new family with the woman whom he cherishes, and so on. NEWS ABOUT CHANGMIN GETTING MARRIED MAKES ME REALIZED THAT I’VE GROWING OLD TOO T_T. Our bias is growing old but so do we. They are going to start a family, and retire from Kpop someday?? Do you guys get my point?

Honestly, my first ultimate bias in KPOP was Sungmin from Super Junior and yeah he’s already married. The news about him getting married made me sad, like I said, I've gone through that phase when you want to marry your bias etc so you can imagine how I was. But this news, Changmin getting married, makes me touched. He's grown up a lot in the KPOP industry and I think he deserves it, marrying the woman whom he wants to cherish until he dies? But another thing that makes me so touched is we’ve grown up a lot too. That’s all.

SO JUST WANT TO SAY CONGRATULATION CHANGMIN ON GETTING MARRIED.