Life update: #1

Hi guys! So im back to blog becuz I wanted to update u guys on my life if you were wondering how I'm doing becuz of Coronavirus. I'm barely surviving becuz I was just getting used to my new school and frends in Michigan and now it's all been taken from me :,( and hate my family so I have nothing and I'm alone I've only left my room twice since school closed to use the bathroom becuz I already have a bathroom in my room but I hate it DX I thought moving to Michigan was bad but this the WORST thing that's ever happened to me I don't know if I can survive much longer. And one of the worst things sbout this is that my parents always bring DISGUSTING food to my room like tuna sandwiches so I always just flush them down my toilet but sometimes it gets clogged so now my room smells like ROTTING TUNA SANDWICHES. so yea that's my life right now. Im depressed.

so comment down below: what your life like??? Are u depressed too???

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Moonbeam436 #1 May 13, 2020 02:27:11

Well, life with the virus has been an interesting change. I was forced to drop out of my online college classes due to my roommate being selfish and hogging the Wi-Fi day and night. Normally when this would happen I would simply go to my local library or my mother's house which is directly next door. However that isn't possible when this virus is going on and they have someone who is compromised. So while I can update the last chapter of my story, I am lacking motivation to do so. I am lacking any type of emotion really.

Depression, is a big problem for me, I am a manic so I have highs and lows often. Right now for about two months has been a low. Phone call therapy appointments just do not work and while this was going on, my medication was being switched so we just went off all medication for now. So anxiety and panic disorders are having fun as well.

I am trying to focus on my dog (Great Dane) and training him more which is going well but I would like to be able to focus on more than just him. However it's just not in my mental capacity right now.

I am sorry you are dealing with depression as well, and what sounds like a very ty environment. I grew up in an abusive home so believe me when I say I can only imagine how this affecting you and your mental health.

While I don't think we have ever talked, please do not hesitate to reach out for comfort when needed. I am more than happy to listen and try to make your head feel a little less overwhelmed. Mental health when facing it alone can be scary and at times daunting. I wish you better days, and happier times quickly.