Remember when we first befriended each other that day in 8th grade? That fateful day in 8th when somehow, magically, all 6 of us became the ultimate clique, the best of friends, sisters?? Do you remember how YOU kinda set it up since YOU introduced the new girl to us, and then we all somehow got magically tied up??

It was your doing. I wonder if you even remember.

Especially, when after only a few months, you started to break down our whole system. Stirring up unnecessary hatred, gossip, and drama for all of us, all directed towards my newest yet most favorite unnie, Grace. [below is pic most resembling her]

But hey, I was fine with it since she was strong and sturdy, and because she and I got even closer that way; so much that we even called each other TWEEN's now.

But...then she left to Oregon. And left California.

And left me in your grasp.

During the rest of 8th grade and early 9th grade you didn't do anything...but now, to put it short you're such an LBR -

Loser Beyond Repair. 'Nuff said.

I know, I'm being a like you here, but for once I just want to vent. Just today, afterschool, a very reliable source told me that she "noticed" that this morning, when people were huddled around the flag pole in front of our school to pray for Drew Ferarro, that I apparently "laughed" at them before moving on. You then told Jessica, Marianne, and even Cindy that this happened...lucky that they're pure enough to remain neutral -_-

AND, I'm super lucky and blessed by God that that reliable source is sticking by me and defending me until the very end...'cause one thing I can't handle, besides being left out for no reason, is betrayal.

Something that you're showing all too much nowadays.

This isn't the first time; for some reason, whenever I'm myself, you would always shoot me annoyed looks or talk to my reliable source [ok I'm getting sick of this; I'll just call her elisha] right when I'm in the middle of convo with her...I mean, I know you're friends with elisha too, L.B.R., but you and your new bestie follower Anise always drag Marianne and Jessica to you, and Corliss is already out of my grasp. Lucky that she always remembers her friends. If it weren't for you, they would've never been out of my grasp...[from left to right: celebs most resembling Corliss, Jean, Anise]

It's only when you and Anise don't come [which is rare, but blissful whenever this happens], that we're finally the old clique we used to be. Jessica and Marianne are actually still really close to me and elisha, because they're just AH-MAZING in that way. Cindy is always such a cute dork and sweetheart, but due to her secret bf [ahem, ahem!] that she vehemently denies [although it's true], she's a bit...detached from us. But still, we all love her. [order, from left to right: Jessica's resembling celeb, Marianne's, then Cindy's.]

If only you weren't here.

If only you didn't pick on me.

If only you didn't do all these childish acts of jealousy and anger and idk what else!

If only you didn't drag me in by acting friendly one time, neutral another, and then totally y and L.B.R.-like once I turn my back and don't talk to you for a while and get really close to M and J...

Is that the case? 'Cause then...I don't even know what to do with you anymore. Honestly.

If you're just bored and wanna pick on me, then I suggest you pick another punch bag before God plans His revenge for hurting one of his daughters...elisha told me not to do anything, which is wise because I know that you're not acting like a daughter of Him should. I know I'm not either, but at least I don't bully people on a whim.

Didn't you in' learn your lesson after Drew died from bullying!?!?!?!

Well, I guess you didn't.

'Cause you never change.

And mostly you never will.

Why do I always have to be the one?

Why do I have to act nice around you still so that you'll finally turn back from your ways and experience a change of heart?

Why am I the one that has to make the effort, take the initiative, and act nice just to have some people side with me?

It's this stupid. It's this useless. It's this sad. It's this hard.

And unfortunately, it's this real. Thanks to you who always creates the most useless drama ever.

You think you're so good and all, but that's all talk. And you're using me to prove it.

Unfortunately, I will not support you.

And, when I become a famous idol [a MUCH more famous one than you, considering you're not doing ANYTHING at ALL to reach your dream...I auditioned for SBS KPOPSTAR and you looked down on me for auditioning only ONCE???????] then I will NOT, ABSOLUTELY do anything with you to make you more famous. Same goes for elisha and all of our group members...

Don't expect me to be there for you when you fall.

'Cause you never were for me, and you hurt me for no reason. And I never deserved any of this from you and I never will...

Goodbye, L.B.R., Goodbye!

-future JYPE/SME idol and drama writer Ginnie Park, a DAUGHTER OF GOD. LEGIT.