01 | it runs through me

25 February 2020

have you ever felt ashamed of yourself?

oh god that was embarrassing! why did i do that?

but you wanted to do it. you did. did you not?

have you ever felt that everything you did, you chose to?

i did it again, i did that thing that made me feel horrible. 

i did. didn't i?

oh what a pathetic filth. you are what you are until you're not.

until time had enough of you.

you're not impeccable, you little sinful thing. 

come on, stop acting.

was i ever?

who could tell? tell me i'm good at acting.

give me an oscar or whatever those humans get when we are good at acting. won't you give it to me?

hey are you alright? can i help? am i the only one who knows how to say these words?

it's alright. it seems this world is too much counterfeit. so much it runs through me.

if you're fake, am i real?