Hi, it's 00:11 am here and I miss you, I miss us. I remember your face when you sleep and I stare at your face while thinking, "what I did in the past till I deserves to seeing your peaceful sleep face", you are so pretty.

I remember we talk about so many things, mostly just a nonsense conversation full of laughter. I remember your smile and how beautiful your laugh sounds. You are so playful and I really like it.

I remember how warm your hands are, how comfortable your hugs are, how soft it is feels when you my heads, I remember how it's make me feel relax and like my burden lift up from my shoulder when I buried my head on your chest. 

I remember your eyes when you get angry, how cold your voice get, and how... I didn't want to see you cried.

Now, I can't see that anymore, I can't even talk to you. 

I really want to forget about you, about us, about my regrets and guilty. 

I hope today is the last time I...think about us. 

Someone already there by your side. Make you happier. That person get to see your smile, hear your laugh, get to held your hands, get to hug you and kiss you. 

I really should let go, don't I? 

Thanks for the memories, I will cherish the happy memories and forget the bad one. 

Once again, I love you, I still do and I will always love you.