Hello, to whoever is reading this. 

I think I love sb. It's not anything new, but I never felt the need to say it out loud before.

I'm a girl and I've always been gay, my entire life. Also, I used to live in a dorm. My bestfriend's roommate, lets call her V, was an Exol (she still is an L, but she's not the roommate anymore, we all graduated), and that's what brought us really close. Or to be honest... that's the excuse i used for it.

At some point, I don't really remember when, but I knew I was falling for her. I just didn't dare say so. I mean there's never been a point anyway, It's not like it would've gone anywhere, so I don't regret not speaking up. 

uh, to be honest, I'm not planning on speaking up about this, ever. 

but I do wanna talk about her, herself. n how she looks like. and why I think she deserves all the love I have in me.

Well, for starters, V is beautiful, people. Stunning, absolutely gorgeous. She has super long brown hair that always looks so so soft. And I always wanted to braid them for her.

I love every strand of hair she has.

She has one of those, uk, soft and kind type of faces, that calms you down. 

I never get tired of looking at her face.

I love how her innocent face can't ever hide her emotions and she just changes 10 shades of colours.

I even love the way she gets angry when me and my bestfriend make a mess of their room and makes us clean it. 

There's also her soft voice... I gotta tell you sometimes my heart skips a bit when she sends me a voice recording. And her stern voice when she's mad or disapproving. 

And she's smart. And funny. But not mean, she's never mean.

I've fallen in love with how she doesn't know how stunning she is, so i get to remind her of it when needed. I wish i could tell her every ing day.

I'm just afraid she'll hate all the compliments.

Oh my ing god im so ing in love with her.

that's it, that's all i had to say. 

ty to whoever read this ♡♡♡