At times I look back at my docs where I put all my plots, just to see if I'm in the mood to write anything or if any plot really sticks onto me to where I can write. I've noticed that I had soooo many Jungli plots, some really good ones too. Then I look back to how I wrote her, even in some stories that I haven't posted up. And I just wish... that I could've written her better and happier. It's not like me writing her some happiness would bring her happiness, but it still makes me feel some type of way for writing her like that. I'm sorry, Sulli.

In 2-3 days (depending on timezone), it'll officially be 2 months now. I still miss you deeply. I still feel like it's not real. I still hope that it's not real. That it was just someone spreading false rumors or something. The new year is coming as well, but I don't want this year to end. Because I don't want to start or be in a year where you're not here with us.

You've worked so hard this year. I'm so proud of you and I'm so proud to call myself a Peach*. You were are such a strong woman and an inspiration to many young (and older) women.

Thank you so much, Jinri.

I hope you're resting well.

*Peach: For anyone who is unfamiliar, Sulli's fans are called Peaches.