Hello World!

Yessir, I'm still alive! I actually (very stupidly) locked myself out of this account after forgetting my password and deleting my email. I still roamed around Asianfanfics on an old account of mine (deantrbls), though I doubt anyone knows me there. I, after several (no, countless) attempts of trying to log in, gave up for several years. I didn't think I would ever regain access to Asianfanfics, but recently, I messaged Jason (Nichiren) who was able to help me regain access to this account. So... I guess I'm back! I don't know if I'll be returning to designing and/or coding anytime soon if ever on Asianfanfics, but boy am I hit with nostalgia looking over old wall messages and PMs. I miss my old friends and the vibrant, lively designing and coding community of the mid 2010s! I miss

• the constant updates from the legends like Mary517 the OG of design, MusicChibi a true legend of design (who has now deactivated), Vanessax17, and Queenchoding; 
• aleric and his innovative and aesthetic designs (update 2021:: thank you, aleric for your years of sharing your brilliance; ahhhh i'll miss you deeply); 
• Jay (aka the legendary owner of Nefelibata Themes) who started a new revolution of layouts & themes on Asianfanfics; 
• vanivici and her lovely designs and themes—which were all so very breathtaking; 
• zillionpies and her creativity and kindness; 
• --Yatluvg's surreal graphics;
• supersoneic and her outta this world creativity and adorable characters!!!; 
• xxesmeeee, her other worldly graphics, (get it? because ramyun soup was space-themed---ha no, i guess just me), creativity, and aesthetics; 
• updates from Cerulean Themes; 
• having collabs with lionesshearts (really miss you!!); 
• dimensional designs and SaphireQueen;
• vigour's TRXSH and her lovely, elegant themes;
• seeing updates from d-tsuga's Edelweiss Themes; 
• waiting on updates from lynnryan and lizryan and their Paradise series' super innovative updates; 
• icednoodles' designs and A-MA-ZING layouts;
• seeing Hanie's designs (who has long left this site); 
• lovelydeer's tumblr-esque aesthetics and donnalyn;
• the amazing dukuu and her simplistic yet sophisticated style;
• seeing layouts from figgles, senshi, jujungie, pompous, contaegious and TYFH, holistic, english, cameras, and kurosaki;
• talking with kind and talented designers like bottleofdreams; 
• seeing designs from sunyeonie, creamysmiles, nikatsu, ninjasheeps, luxicity, baboracoon, -winchester, paigehk, _Melie, exovevo, jungyeols, rococco, hota-rubi, whitejoonm22, carat_, and Abbysidian; and
• most of all, my bestest bestest friends Jade aka iD0RKIE, m-rated, Chrissy!!!! (aka teaquila who used to be windpainter), Amanda (aka ichibaes or prev. known as sehun) and Ranee!!! (who used to be CIVILWARS) especially.

I went hunting through old wallposts, subscriptions, and PMs to compile this list of some of my favorite people from then whom I deemed my inspiration and my muse. There are so many of you out there that I haven't mentioned and I'm sorry—but my point is that I miss these days! I've been very busy with life, and I hope to catch up with some of you who are still roaming around this site! 

PS. If anyone has outside contact with Chrissy, Jade, or Ranee—please please please let me know!