I don't see the point of living anymore.

My everyday life is just a routine and the problems just pile up and I'm too coward to end my life.

My friends are far away and does not understand when I say I'm tired of living.
My family thinks I'm joking.
Work is too stressful and I'm underpaid.

But then I got into EXID, I fell inlove with Solji and weirdly enough, I'm not so depressed anymore. The fact that Solji only got the recognition she deserves after 9/10 years and then she got sick and now more stronger than ever inspired me that maybe my life is not as useless as I think.

So Heo Solji, thank you so much.