I've lied a thousand times, kept secrets and disappointed them.

Why would they still believe me?  

Can't they see that I'm lying or are they also fooling themselves and clinging to their expectations of me? 

I'm tired of lying and keeping a up a facade. 

Should I remove my mask and let hell break loose or should I end it all with tears and just be a memory from the past? 

Stay and cause madness or leave and be buried with their tears. 

I prefer the second option. 

Either way the lies would be revealed,  secrets exposed, disappointments realized. 

I'll just say bye and go to hell, hoping to see you there.