and in every beginning there is an end.

when the night falls, you can always count on the sun to rise.

so rise up, wise up, eyes up.

there's always tomorrow;

giving you another chance -

so don't tear up another dance -

this isn't your last chance to advance.

 

and we'd all wish we could be transfixed into this one single loop - infinite orbiting against these colourful scheme.

but things doesn't last forever, nothing last forever, unless you want it to be. 

and some things are just meant to be hidden, never brought back upon the surface - as if they were swallowed by a complete darkness.

but then again, there is no darkness without a light - there is no joy without any sorrow;

and for the past two years, you have given me enough smile and enough tears to look back upon one day.

to tell others how i've fallen into a blackhole - some sort of ecstacy that i've never wish to be replace, and yet i have lost.

am i devastated? absoultely.

will i stop loving you? no.

just like the universe that never stop expanding, like how earth keep spinning on it's axis - we will never turn our back on you. 

there will always be a brighter day,

and today,

does hurt - but today will be a yesterday for tomorrow and god, i hope tomorrow will hurt less.

just know that i'm here, we're here when tomorrow comes.

and for the next god knows how many more tomorrows, we will always be here.

 

love,

HIghs.

 

 

*

I wasn't planning to write it like that.

To tell you the truth, I wanted to write a goodbye note for Pristin - but nothing came out. Like my vocal chords were cut off and I couldn't speak - though there's only static inside my head to scream away. Pristin was one of the group that made me got into kpop. I was barerly swimming through the surface - always wanted to swim deeper, though always got sidetrack by pretty much a lot of things but that does not mean I love them any less. 

I love them, I love them, I love them.

It was really unfortunate that their line were cut short - too soon, really. They were a promising stars and yes, like any other group they had their own charm but their charm was like a magnet that can easily pulled people in, including me. 

They're literaly like an all-rounded star athlete with overflowing talent and charm.

And when the spotlight are shine onto them, breathing out 'sounds out, we are pristin',  you just know they owned the whole stage.

But under certain circumstances, even the brightest star must collapsed.

But that's the thing- they will rise again and be reborn into a new one.

 

And that this is just a curve in their path for their new destination.

And I hope that whichever road they choose to take, I hope there will be sheer strenght and happiness.

And if they decide to be on the stage again, I will be here for them.

 

Sincerely,

fueledbyjokbal / rockpapercompass.

 

side note: 

songs to listen to-

• walking by vixx
• been through by exo
• downpour by ioi

 

 

side side note:

funny story - i actually have a minkyebin draft, it's about them pondering about their future together in the dorm. all the uncertainties really made yaebin anxious and minkyung were comforting her - but at the same time they both were comforting each other in a way. it was all soft and all but now i cant post it cause they disbanded. 

but then again.

i have an alternative ending to it.

aka post-disbandment.

which is, honestly kind of sad.

i'm sad, okay.