Dear everyone,

Dear everyone,

I honestly don't know where to start. It's been so long since I last wrote and posted something on this site, therefore I'm very sorry if this isn't exactly the kind of update you guys have been restlessly waiting for ㅡ months and months. Then again, I feel that it is only fair of me to explain myself after receiving tons of similar comments/inboxes regarding my sudden absence as well as the lack of updates for my stories here.

 

》I can assure you that this is going to be a hella long letter, so unless you're one of the few people that really dm'd me asking where have I been/when I'll update *insert your subbed story here* .. then I'd really appreciate it if you'll read on; because this open letter is a lot easier than having to answer you guys one by one.

 

So here it goes.

 

Before anything, let me just thank you guys for sticking with me until this point. Thank you for still giving my stories a chance; thanks for still leaving thoughtful comments and choosing to stay subscribed to a story that to anyone's first glance may seem abandoned. Words are not enough to express how grateful and blessed I feel when I came back here to read so many thoughtful, kind and supportive messages from so many of you.

I was very overwhelmed by the amount of messages I received, I really didn't think anyone would've actually cared.

When I look back at the last updated chapters I posted before I went MIA here, I can't help but feel terribly guilty and somewhat ashamed to call myself the author of those so-called *abandoned* stories. Truth is, I was going through a lot of changes last year and it was really hard on me. Basically, 2018 for me was emotionally and mentally draining.

Though I don't intend to go too into detail on this matter(I'm still recovering from the trauma 2018 gave me), I hope you guys will understand that the reason behind my absence here was simply because I really, really, really, couldn't find the time to focus on my stories due to the fact that SO many rapid changes were happening in my life at that time.

It was very hard for me to stay inspired when life keeps coming at you with all kinds of issues; one by one. At one point, I ended up deleting my previous drafts because I hated everything I wrote about. I can barely think of anything proper to write about. I didn't know what I was doing. My mind was in a terrible state and I felt depressed and anxious all the time.

 

It took me a really long time to come back to the point where I'm finally typing this out to let you all know that I'm doing so much better this year. I was determined to start 2019 with a brighter mindset and so far, things have been going great for me.

Recently, my mind has been filled with all sorts of new plots and ideas that I honestly cannot wait to start writing again. But before I could introduce you guys to some new stories, I will start working on the last chapter for Fatal Seduction as well as on the next update for Hand in Hand. These will be the two main stories that I want to focus on at the moment, but I don't plan on hiding my other stories as draft because nowadays, inspiration keeps coming at me so easily. I really missed this feeling.

Though I cannot promise you guys an accurate date on when the updates are coming, I do hope that I may get them posted by the end of next month. Please pardon me again as my finals are near but I can no longer resist the urge to start writing all over again. If you've read this far, give yourself a big hug on behalf of myself because you deserve it <3

 

Better days are coming our way, guys. We just have to trust the process.

Btw, I created a CC just for you guys so feel free to ask away: click here!

 

Hoping to see you guys real soon!

 

Much love,

bubblehun_

 

 

 




 

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kyuyoung20 #1
I really miss this story^^ hope you'r doing well
kathiitha #2
Siempre esperaremos gracias autor
NoraMyFics #3
we would always stay and wait for update, but you can always take your time, don't be ashamed nothing is important for us than you getting better and healthy. let 2019 be better year for all of us!!
SakunoEchizen
#4
I'm glad you're recovering from whatever you've been through. I'll stay and wait patiently for your full return here on AFF~ ^^ Fighting!