Hello everyone, 

As many of you know I like sharing my personal life with you. So I got over depression and I am okay now and I no longer want to end my life. 

I came out to my crush and she accepted me as I am and wasn't against it. 

Two weeks ago I went with her to a KPOP meeting in our hometown and there I met a girl I had my eye on her and we exchanged numbers. She talked to me next day and we talked all night, she is biual and so young (I have a thing for young girls HAHAHA) we talked everyday till today, we met and spent like 5 hours together. 

I like her as a person and she feels the same but we don't want to rush in our relationship so we are friends...  I hope that I will be able to date her for real so I can discover if that's the real me or no... 

BUT my crush got jealous when I told her I am with her and my crush wanted me to come out from the idea of that I am homoual :/ but hse got shocked that I met a girl and I am talking to her lol. 

Wish me luck, and thank you for reading hehe.