Whenyou are too accustomed with daily drama that when you are having a break from work, you actually want to go to work :)) I swear since I got hired I became an automaton. My hospitals automaton. A machine that repettively does sing the same melody when it is by a key which generates kinetic energy...I am simply getting bored when I have too much time on my head that I begin thinking about work. As soon as i get home im like ”Did I close it properly? Did I put that there? etc ” because of the stress caused to me by work which in turn causes me black out moments and forgetfulness which is why I should get more breaks. So even if i get a break, I can never enjoy it properly. What a broken human being I am lolz lolz lolz lolz manipulated and ingrained in my being that I should work work work :))) If i would have been a screenwriter, and a successful one at that, I bet that would never have happened :))