hello miss caithy! i miss you too! like for real! though i know you'll always come back with an amazing masterpiece, besides, you just made one for jaeho_x anyway! so i know you are around, just busy with life and stuff, i hope you are doing great too! about jongyun, just a few days ago, i stumbled upon a fancam of shinee, where the four members were singing with a stand up mike and there in the middle is one mike with a red rose! i just cried, i never realized i needed that since iam in the middle of something too! there are some ideas coming up in my mind but the need to still see and meet woohyun and infinite and witness a db5k reunion is stronger than those ideas! i don't know if it can be called contemplating or just "naisip lang" but iam sometimes scared of myself bec i get to a point where i think of those ideas! i still see myself stronger and i wanna believe iam strong, i know iam, besides, iam so scared of dying yet, so perhaps iam just confused! sorry if i added to something that will bother you or anyone who might read this, i just wanna let it out! i miss you miss caithy, i really do!

Hey baby,I was missing you too..
Yes I know it must be hard for you..but darling you have to let him go..embrace his powerful and beautiful memories and let go of the bad one.jonghyunnie will always be with you in your heart,I know it is hard but he must be doing well up there..we all miss him.his sweet melodious voice.his playful and carefree laugh.let's pray for him this time again too..
All of us will be there for you❤

hey, fighter....i was just thinking abt u a few days ago...it's eerie how jong is still able to gather us. i think it's just one of his ...things. damn , i miss him. i suppose it's harder on shaowls and i really pray and hope everyone is strong enough to remember him with a bigger smile on their faces than the year before, because he's been and still is a wake-up call. though there r struggles , he always encouraged the ones that had a darker day and always had a strong impact through music to relay a message.
you've done so, so good this year, just like he wished for....and i'm sure he is still performing miracles somewhere up there.
i trust things will settle well for you and i hope we'll hear each other in brighter ways soon.
have strength and faith.

hi i became a new reader of yours! Wanted to say how much i love your woogyu stories, i really enjoy reading you ^^
I understand your feelings, its hard not to feel that way, its bittersweet, and its ok to laugh and cry, laugh for the funny great moments he left you, the good memories.. if you wanna talk about him, just let me know, talking about the good moments its nolstagic but it makes you feel a bit light.
For me, i'm doing well ^^ thanks for asking :)
Its nice to hear you from you, y'know?
I hope you get feel a bit better...
the first year its the most difficult let's say, pain never goes way, you just learn how to live with it.

Hello dear, welcome back ^^ I’m doing good, and i hope you do. Lately i reread some of yunjae stories from my subscriptions. I’ll be extremely happy if i can read your new story next year ^^ have a great day for you and please don’t be sad... we’re here for you