Stress /agh/
Have you ever been so stressed that you absolutely feel like doing nothing? Like it just becomes so overwhelming and that feeling transforms into a tight feeling in your chest, making you more anxious and prone to panic attacks? Yeah, that's my current situation as of late. Graduating university should be an exciting time for me, but I'm actually dreading graduation because of all the preparations I have to do...I'm scared, overwhemled, and anxious. Because my last two undergraduate finals are less than 4 and 5 days away and I don't feel ready at all. I kinda wanna just crawl in a hole and sleep forever. And I'm conflicted on whether or not I should invite my bf's parents...we're not that close but I would feel so rude if I didn't invite them. Lol. But on the other hand, because we're not that close, I would feel kind of awkward inviting them so last minute.../BIGSIGH. I'm so tired. I just want to make time to write, read, and regain some semblance of sanity...but life always manages to get in the way. :'(
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