LEE HAKWON, ARE YOU ONE OF THOSE BOYS?
mentions of anxiety disorder and body image issues.
lee hakwon
personality analysis
extremely sensitive & easily attatched
– min nahyun
passionate · diligent · affectionate
ravenclaw: thoughtful, the pellucid, the strategist
strategic foresight and reads into everything
(tl;dr: think bae joohyun meets hwang hyunjin.)
extremely sensitive & easily attatched
– min nahyun
passionate · diligent · affectionate
ravenclaw: thoughtful, the pellucid, the strategist
strategic foresight and reads into everything
(tl;dr: think bae joohyun meets hwang hyunjin.)
background
(tl;dr: raised by a basically single mother and has always been a troubled boy.)
the life of lee hakwon proceeds to be rather 'textbook' – a rather uneventful life until he turned thirteen. he was young but still aware that his heart shouldn't be pouding till his ears would ring and his head would hurt. something was wong. after finding her son curled up, sobbing and so tensed that he couldn't unclench his fists for the seventh time, nahyun decided to take hakwon to see a doctor. turned out, hakwon has an anxiety disorder, most probably stemmed from the sudden absence of his father. once medication and therapy was introduced to hakwon's life, physically, he started getting better. negative thoughts were easier to control and so were his emotions.
things were looking up for hakwon until he turned fifteen, where his insecurites regarding his body truly began. as his peers matured with broadened shoulders, hakwon was left behind with narrow shoulders. despite his mother's words, 'they matured physically but you matured mentally; you will have your time.', it wasn't enough as his impulses took over and hakwon started unhealthy diets. this carries forward into his current lifestyle, espeacially so now that he is in a sport that he has adored since he was a child. setting up the farmer's market, lacrosse training and maintaining an average of b grades is not easy; hakwon leads a life like any student athelete and a farmer's son – he's busy.
miscellaneous
diagnosis · general anxiety disorder (clarification: sees a professional doctor every month to get his medication and to check in his mental wellfare – was diagnoised when he was thirteen.) and takes pills everyday to mellow out his symptoms.
insecurity · major body image issues as he finds himself too lanky which results in unhealthy diets and binging in attempts to gain bulk, causing emotional instability as well.
other · a commutes by bicycle.
diagnosis · general anxiety disorder (clarification: sees a professional doctor every month to get his medication and to check in his mental wellfare – was diagnoised when he was thirteen.) and takes pills everyday to mellow out his symptoms.
insecurity · major body image issues as he finds himself too lanky which results in unhealthy diets and binging in attempts to gain bulk, causing emotional instability as well.
other · a commutes by bicycle.
· cries to relief stress and does so rather regularly, espeacially in private.
· bag contains every single essential such as a small first-aid kit, several snack bars and extra cash in the event that his peers ask for those items (clarification: he prepares for the worst.).
· actively avoids adding anything negative to the conversation due to his fear of pulling everyone down with him.
· has an extremely accurate memory – remebers birthdays and allergies, among other things, of those around him.
· feels the need to stuff his hands in his pockets due to his constant body temperature of freezing cold.
· irritable during lacrosse games and training – right when it ends, his pleasant nature returns.
· does not understand why his actions are seen as 'gay' or 'flirting' as he views those choices as second nature.
· takes a lot of pictures of his friends, mom and most importantly his cat, mawoo.
· easily startled by loud sounds and sudden touches; will yelp in shock.
· bag contains every single essential such as a small first-aid kit, several snack bars and extra cash in the event that his peers ask for those items (clarification: he prepares for the worst.).
· actively avoids adding anything negative to the conversation due to his fear of pulling everyone down with him.
· has an extremely accurate memory – remebers birthdays and allergies, among other things, of those around him.
· feels the need to stuff his hands in his pockets due to his constant body temperature of freezing cold.
· irritable during lacrosse games and training – right when it ends, his pleasant nature returns.
· does not understand why his actions are seen as 'gay' or 'flirting' as he views those choices as second nature.
· takes a lot of pictures of his friends, mom and most importantly his cat, mawoo.
· easily startled by loud sounds and sudden touches; will yelp in shock.
support system
remember that you are always making up the future as you go
– randall munroe
lee seongjoon · min nahyun · moon cheolwoo
remember that you are always making up the future as you go
– randall munroe
lee seongjoon · min nahyun · moon cheolwoo
full name lee seongjoon (이성준)
age & occupation 50 and businessman
established a notification for a monthly bank transfer is the only time hakwon is reminded that he has a father. neither father or son have spoken for years. however seongjoon is well aware of hakwon's achievements. in contrast, hakwon does not even know where his father resides in in japan while on business.
full name min nahyun (민나현)
age & occupation 45 and farmer
established both are too busy to sit down to have a proper meal together. nahyun is packed with keeping her farm and weekend market in check (clarification: she owns the farm that sells produce every weekend.) while hakwon has lacrosse. efforts are made spend time together, especially by hakwon helping his mother in the farms and at the market when lacrosse practice doesn't eat up at his weekend hours.
full name moon cheolwoo (뮨철우)
age & occupation 37 and head coach
established guilt surrounds their relationship. cheolwoo feels bad that he cannot put hakwon in varsity due to his lack in physical skill, despite his beyond excellent tactics and strategies. hakwon feels bad that he cannot perform to what is expected of him. thought cheolwoo has a soft heart? have you met him when he's wiith hakwon? cheolwoo offers to assist hakwon in physical training, but hakwon is too stubborn and doesn't wish to trouble anyone.
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