It took only 6 months for me to change. 

Sebastian has brought more to my life than anyone ever has in my history. I realized after being with him I've never truely been loved, never truely been cared for, wanted, never truely desired. I've never had anyone in my life who treats me like such a goddess at times. The soulmate link we have is SO obvious. We do and say the same things at the same time, we almost always know how the other is feeling. He's taught me to love myself and not care what others think of me. He's given me a reason to get up in the morning, he stays with me when I'm in pain, spends his days with me when I'm happy, and makes sure I never feel alone. He's the missing peice of my life I've always looked for. 

People said we wouldn't make it, but we have, 6 months down the road and it's still like new. We fight like cats and dogs, yes, but in the end we're eachothers wounds, kissing, cuddling, and making up. We never go more than a couple hours with a fight, which is a big part of why we're so close. We can say anything with the other person, without being judged or belittled. I've always been in abusive relationships, or relationships that weren't even 'real' relationships that were onesided and that I always felt like I was the only one doing anything. I had an ex who i had shared some rather nice photos with and the response I got was "oh." and it dashed my self esteem. I had an ex who would use me for ual photos, then blackmail me with them later. I had another ex that I spend thousands on on a game we played, and in the end he said he would rather be with someone else. I have always been in horrid relationships. 

Sebbie is the first person to ever show me what real love is, show me not to be afraid to love, and teach me overall, how to love again. I lost the ability to love, thinking it was painful and being scared of it. Scared to show myself - my real self - to anyone. But not with sebbie. Everything he does lifts me higher and makes me succeed. I'm still in my job because he gives me the strength to do so. 

When I got with Seb, he wasn't a highschool graduate, dropped out after freshmen year. He couldn't read or write very well at all. He was -- not to be rude, but "illiterate" basically. No one had ever corrected his language, his grammar, no one took the time to say "babe, this isn't how you say that." Or "here, this is how you word this" No one ever corrected his several language lisps that made him unable to pronounce such words. After only 6 months, He no longer has half of the issues he started with. 

This is what a relationship is. You work on eachother. You value eachother. You challenge eachother. Friendships is the same. 

Don't stick yourself in a relationship or a friendship that isn't benefiting both parties. If you're being hurt by someone, they aren't worth it. Find A Sebbie. Find a Yoongi. 

He is the only person I've ever considered spending my life with, he's the only person I've ever told people "don't flirt with me I have a boyfriend.". He's the only person to bring back who I lost when my ex best friend hurt me like she did. 

My health is slowly deteriorating, he knows I'm going to be a hard case when I grow older. He knows he'll have to take care of me. He's the only one who understands and is fully okay with doing just that. He's my god. I'll worship him as several do to someone they have never met. He's the reason for my life being as good as it is right now. He is mine, always. 

~ Jiminie MinMinniexx 

Love you Yunkiiii Sebbiee Appa <3 

6 months and many more to come

Happy Anniversary baby

Update: I have no time to work on stories, but I'm trying. Honest. I can't do much right now, work is kicking my ... hard.