Opologize and Confession (This is just venting, don't have to read..)
Hi.
I have something to admit. A couple of people poked to have asked me about my father.
He is the reason why I am taking Anti-depression medicine, or as I call them, "Happy Pills." A month ago, my mom and Dad ( my step-dad, who I basically consider to Ben my actual father.) left the house for a few days for a small get away, leaving me alone.
That was the first night, that I cut myself.
I am not doing this for publicity, just being honest. I hurt myself to make a stronger pain to focus on. I am the daughter of a man who deserves to be in serious trouble.
I have recently figured out that I have another half brother, Gavin, who honest to God may not even know I exist. That's hurts.
My cousin recently passed away due to being hit by a drunk driver.
I've lost a very close friend to death.
I figured out why my Grandfather has been to the ER so many times, he has severe Lung Cancer.
I have severe depression, and a seriously ed up life.
Thank you for reading, I appreciate it, a lot.
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