Oh come on! Like I've said it a million times.

Kim Junmyeon is the only KPOP idol that makes me want to laugh when I'm sad/down,

He's the only one that makes me want to cry simply by just being him, (softhearted, emotional, respectful, humble and don't forget about his really, really pretty face)

And the only idol that makes me want to slap those people who continuously bashing him without him knowing it! 😬😬😬😬😬😬

 

I care about other kpop idols. Irene, Chorong, Nancy, Jessica, Baekhyun, Sehun, V, Jin etc, etc but in all cost I really dont when people starts throwing things at them, but with the exception of Kim Junmyeon. 

 

Now, I know some of you will think,

"Maybe Elisha is in love!"

Or maybe,

"This Elisha Girl is very delusional when it comes to Exo's Suho."

I know some of you do have this passionate feelings for him but for me,

The answer is simply NO.

Junmyeon may be the most beautiful idol I've ever seen but he's not my ideal type  (Ouch! I'm sorry if I hurt you, my co-bunnies nation. ) 

I just met a kpop fan here in the Philippines and she was buying so many beauty products from etude house. I raised my eyebrow and asked her,

"What are you going to do with all of these stuffs?"

Take note: She's very pretty and so I ask her why because apparently she doesn't seem to need all of those beauty products in hand,

She smiled at me and said,

"I wanna be like my idol's ideal type..."

WHAAAAAATTTT ? 

I suddenly hugged her and pity took upon on me...

Because never in my life have I did what she's doing (I respect that girl in a degree a person would never believe)

I'm very confident on how I look,  I really love my idol, but I will never ever based my looks on his standards (I know that I will be his new ideal type when he sees me, LOL. I will not follow his ideal standards but maybe, he'll be following MY standards!) 😂😂😂😂 [Sorry babies if I'm too boastful IM JUST JOKING! ]

 

Well for one, he's prettier than me (and I'm a woman) how could a man look softer , and look more delicate than I am? (I PREFER GUYS WITH LARGER BUILT, TAN SKINNED AND SHAPELY JAWS [JONGIN IS THE CLOSEST TO MY IDEAL TYPE] ) 

Well I'm not saying that I'm ugly when I'm absolutely not (Sorry if I'm boasting but its the truth, and I'm very popular here because a lot of people here say that I'm really really good-looking and that I can be a kpop idol/actress) but, I tell you this, I am not even half as pretty as Suho. 

Secondly, I may be childish at times but I know that the world is too big for things like this and lastly, but not the least, 

I'm a FANGIRL,  he's an IDOL. I always dream of him as an idol but not as a man.

Junmyeon will always have a special place in my heart, but he will never ever fill that empty space in me.

I know a man who I will fell in love with and eventually get married to and have a lot of kids with but he can never be able to make me turn my back to this one, especially from someone as beautiful as Kim Junmyeon.

 

 

Sorry for making you cry