is it just me...
or has anyone else ever found a CD like Kpop or Asian-pop in a store and freaked out so bad that the employees had to tell her/him to calm down?
This happened when I bought BoA's CD and then last week when I found Utada's "This is the One"
On a more personal -less fangirl- note, I haven't seen my Cutie for a while and my friend might be trying to set me up with her boyfriend's best friend. I actually when to high school with him, but we were kinda in different circles (there are well over 2,000 students in the whole school).
Me: the quiet art student
Him: the quiet music student, known because he was "her" sweet boyfriend
Anyways, this is my friend that was convinced I went by my nickname. =_____= seriously, it was so bad that I just stopped arguing with her and let her believe that my name was something else. I think it was junior year when I finnaly pulled out my driver's license and showed her it's not a nick name >.>
So I'm sure this guy won't know my real name. Which is fine. I guess.
I might be getting ahead of myself because I have no luck with guys, and he's pretty nice. :\
Talking to my friend about it made me realize I have as good of a chance with him as I do with my Cutie. Zip. Zero. I hate this empty low feeling. Knowing there is such a beautiful thing that I can't experience, makes me feel like a failure. All this that I write. I know none of it. I'm the person my friends go to for relationship advice because I am unbiased, not clouded by love or lust and I can think clearly. I can draw the logic, define the grey.
I am young.
I have time.
but, ah...I hate valntines day. Always have. And I have to work even longer hours for the holiday ;_;
*goes to pick out the most jaw-dropingly cute-ulzzang outfit for the day*
I'm not going down without a fight.
I maybe single, but as long as I have style...music...words, my world will keep moving.
-sidenote-
I'm working on a oneshot without idols, that way the reader can choose her/his bias...but I'm hoping it doesn't become stupid. :c (it's actually just fluff, so~)
Happy V-day, or S.A.D! (depend on if you're in a relationship or not.) either way, enjoy this song...sorry it's not Kpop, but it's cute ^^
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