So I was reminiscing and scrolling through AFF to the day I first joined AFF and decided to write Taeny 2013. 

Those were fun times with lots of Taeny moment every week or even daily. I was always inspired. Through that fanfic, I gained readers whom some became my friends. We shared and discuss our thoughts together about Taeny. 

Because we are all the same. We are Taeny shippers and we all wanted the same for Taeny. And it feels good to be able to share these with fellow locksmith and sones. 

Then I slowly wrote more stories through the years and gained even more new readers and friends. It was all fun and worth while. We went through so much together. The pain in 2014 (scandals & Jessica), the joy in 2015 (via Taeny snapchats & IG), 2016, 2017 and now 2018. 

Of course, SNSD’s activities affects my inspiration to write. And with not much moments between Taeny, I’ve basically have nothing to write. And my real life isn’t treating me good either. Sometime, I’ll turn to writing to find solace. 

But after all all these years, right now, as I lay on my bed, I’m thinking do my other sones, locksmith shares the same sentiment as me? 

Do you feel sad and lonely these days? Like as though, you’re just waiting and waiting for SNSD. 

Do you sometimes think or wish that you could be like Taeyeon? Or wonder how close SNSD is off-camera. Do they fight and how do they make up? What do they talked about when they meet? Do they gossip about us? How do they feel everyday? How do they go about their day? Are they lonely too? 

Yup, it’s just me being random. Goodnight all!